For the light

Now Every time I think of you/
I think of all we been through too/
Yea I remember all the times you hugged me/
Held me and just told me you loved me you...
When you died a peice of me faded out staright to nothing/
I hold on to memories it's all I got yea that one thing/
I remember the comfort your touch and voice once gave me/
Your guidance more than once came along just to save me/
I'm crazy from missing you from longing for you here jezzie/
I miss you I love you I just can't beleive you left me/
It's been a couple years and I'm here still greiving/
Can't let you rest in peace cuz I don't want you gone or leaving/
My soul is screaming sccreeching and while I'm driving throuugh this fucking night/
All I think about is seeing you I'm heading for the light/
Sometimes I want to end it just to hear you sing again/
And my dreams wouldn't be the only place we met but then/
I think of everybody here with a hand still on my shoulder/
They stick around and make sure I don't grow colder as I grow older/

Been told so many times to look at what I got not what I don't/
But I'm selfish I'm stuborn I just keep saying that I won't/
Now rahat why the fuck do you just do this to yourself/
What would jezzie and angel do to you for falling into your hell/
They dont want you reaching for them until you lived your live/
So grab the mic and tell their stories and stop driving through the night/
Just stay home and look around at who you'd leave behind/
How could you ever for a second think they wouldn't mind/
Te am pero no es el tiempo para que vengas/
el te ama pero no es el tiempo para que tu vengas/
But jezzie I hate it sometimes the way I miss you hurts/
Rahat I showed you something one time when you were about to burst/
I showed you who you had who was there who would help you up/
I had thought when I left their help would have been enough/
If you just stopped and went to them even for a minute/
You wouldn't be in hell or driving to the light you'd be in it/


And every time I think I just can't take another fucking day/
I here their voices I hear the words that tell me stay/
Mun and radi, hasibul nadi/
It's just those voices that cone stop me/
Jean and mo I hear em so I need to slow/
Keep a steady flow/
They're the reasons I charge ahead/
Who pick me up when I'm filled with dread/
The lights that i head for when I'm driving alone/
The feelings of hope i syphon I know/
Jezzie's light can wait angels light can wait/
I'll grab em someday but for now I'll just except that this is fate